Part Seven;; You're Missing

Joodie showed Yousef a picture of a girl in Facebook, as this girl thinks shes a beauty queen she really looks very scary and ugly,

''wow mno hal cake'' he said

''hathi 7bebtk elydeeda'' I said

''lol hathi kuwaitia?'' he said

''ma adri maybe, ehya 3aysha fe elkuwait, bs shsalft'ha ma adri wallah'' I said

''lool fe wa7d ygool laha sh7latech'' he said

''ana kent thayft'ha gabel 3la elbbm, nafseya w shayfa ro7ha ma adri 3la shno'' I said

''lol la jmal wla a5la8'' he said

''ee belthab6'' I said

''bs shefayefha 7elwen, ma yabelehom taf5'' he said

''ee bs mu 7elween =s'' I said

''oo 5ashemha 7eloow b3d'' he said

''enta 7abet'ha? =O'' I said

''ee wayydd wayyd =$'' he said

''loooool =O'' I said

''la bs ma el7ub ella lel 7abeeb elawali'' he said

''lool 7abeet mn gabel?'' I said

''ee Jood Samer'' he said

** Joodie Facebook Profile in Facebook is ''Jood S'' thats why he said Jood Samer **

''chum 3omrha?'' I said, knowing he meant me but did not know my dads name so I acted like a fool

''ma t3rfen Jood Samer?'' he said

''la2, mno hathi? shtbee3?'' I said

''Jood S= Jood Samer =p'' he said

''Jood S= Jood Suliman (H)'' I said

''y3ni mu samer?'' he said

''la2, lel2saf'' I said

''lol'' he said

''meta kant awal zegara da5nteha?'' he said suddenly

''I was 17, w la3at chabdey menha e5tangt w 7asset ro7y bte6la3'' I said, back to honesty problem

''lol el7emdlelah'' he said ''zain w elshesha?'' he continued

''m7d shesha'' I said

''w awal shab kalamty?'' he said

''yom kan 3omri 18, kan weld jerana, thefta bel msn, b3den kalmta fone kent mstansa awal mara asma3 9oot rayal w 7abeetta bs m3a elwagt 7asseta ma yswa'' I said

''dayman awal tajroba '3eer'' he said

''ee ana kent 3baley hatha el7ub'' I said

''lool ee 3adi elbara2a w ma tsawii'' he said

'';$$'' I blushed

''oki 3la el3mom ana lazzim amshey al7en bcher wray dwam tamren 3la shay?'' he said

''la salmtek w noom el3waffii'' I said

''allah ysalmech w y3afech yalla bye'' he said

''bye'' I said

he signed out and I did too as there was no reason for me to stay up. I went to bed and fall asleep

I woke up Saturday morning 11;00am, on 3zooz voice he was yelling at someone and calling mom in kinda loud tone which was weird mom is not very far from his room, there got to be something wrong, I got out of my room and went to mom room and saw mom laying on the floor and 3zooz was trying to wake her up, I was so shocked and hurried to mom panicking and felt tears rolling down on my face

''3zooz shfeeha omi?'' I said

''ma adri la t5ar3eny al7en bwadeha elmustashfa shway tba6el 3enha w t7arek 7aljha bs tred t'3ameth w jesmha yarjef shway'' he said

''yalla ana b3d baye m3ak elmostashfa bs 5al abadel'' I said

''ee yalla bser3a badlay 3shan tamsekenha bel sayara'' he said

I went to my room got a short and a Lacoste Polo shirt and wore my crocs and went to mom room 3zooz called Tena and they got mom to the car, we got inside 3zooz Yukon I sat in the back seat holding mom and crying and praying for her and 3zooz drove to elmostashfa.

They examined her made a full body scan, and had a sonar for her brain and there where they saw something

Uncle Faisel came to the hospital as 3ziiz and Jood called him, he is an engineer and he may help

The doctor who was doing the examination on their mom came with the bad news and he gave it to them straight,

''elsalam 3lekom'' Doctor Jassim as he entered the room they were waiting in

''w3alykom elsalam'' everybody said

''shfeeha doctor sh9ar?'' uncle Faisal said

''3assa ma shar doctor'' 3ziiz said

''lel2saf ekteshfna feha skta dema'3ya'' The doctor said

''what? doctor are you positive?'' I said

''sadly it is true,'' Doctor said

I sat down crying I did not want to belong to this reality right now I tried to comprehend and adjust with this new fact, but it was so hard to swallow and accept, I was clearly not with them as they were asking and trying to find a solution and I was way behind in the shocked moment

''enzain doctor shno 3elajha? fe laha 3elaj ehny wla nwadeha bara?'' uncle Faisal said

''fe 3elaj ehny bs ma an9a7 fe as there is no professionals for this disease here na9e7a la t5aleha ehny yl3ebon feha eldoctors luw twadonha bara a7san laha US or UK'' the doctor said

''ee 5ush, ana a3ref Doctor 9la7 etha t3rfa 9adee8 ley oo ohwa elly ra7 awa9ey 3la awragha 3shan yb3th'hom bara as soon as possible and we take her to what he say is best for her enshalla, shokran doctor, ngder nzorha 7aleyan?'' uncle Faisal said

''ehya 7aleyan nayma w t7t el3naya etha tabon luw tyon fe el-lail ow bcher a7san, bs hathi elwrega feha list of the medication elly lazzim tyebonhom mn el9aydaleya 3shan ta5eth'hom al7en, you have to buy them'' the doctor said

''5ush, nsta2then e7na al7en, shokran doctor'' uncle Faisal said

The doctor left and 3ziiz sat next to me, and uncle Faisal sat on the other side,

''ena lelah w ena elayhi raje3on, la tabchen ya benty hatha 8tha2 allah w 8darah w enshalla e7na bnwadeha bara n3alejha, te6amenay enshalla ma feha ella el3afya, t'3adataw entaw wla b3d'' he said

''not hungry'' I said

''la 5aley akramk allah mu ywa3a oo 3ndna b3d elbnat bel bait g3den y7aton ma gelna lehom shay'' 3ziiz said

''ma y9eer chethe ana 7esbat obukom allah yer7oma ana al7en 3azemkom tredoni, yalla emshaw nakel lenna shay ana twni 6ale3 mn eldwam mu makel shay, w entaw la ytheg 5elgkom ana adri enha elsha'3la chayda w hathi e5ty tara a5af 3leha akther mnkom, w 3ndi 9a7bey ana doctor bwa9ey 3leeha enshalla w ra7 nwadeha bara wayyed a7san mn ehny methal ma gal eldoctor, yalla gomaw'' uncle Faisal said

shlon ared elbait ma ashof omi? ma alemha? ma atehawash m3aha? ma tzefny? those all questions were in my head could not confess them but I managed to say something,

''5aly ana ma abbi a6la3 mn elmostashfa abbi an6erha lmn t6la3 mn el3enya wla ysmo7on lena bel zyara ma agder ared elbait ma ashofha'' I said

''la2 ma y9eer bnayti emshay m3ay elbait oo w ana ared ayebch elm'3arb'' uncle said

''la2 ma abbi akalef 3leek bs ana 5ayfa y9eer feha shay oo ana mu yamha wla taby shay wla taby tkalem a7d'' I said

''mustashfa kbeer 7bebty oo etha btkalemkom ra7 edg oo e7na enshalla bnred elm'3arb'' uncle said

''e7na msawen '3ada bel baiit 5aley 7yaak, elbnat b3d bel bait yan6erona fa lazzim nred'' 3ziiz said

''3la ra7tkom tbon tyon m3ay wla tredon elbaiit kefkom bs ana lazzim b3d ared elbaiit g3den yn6eroni 3la el'3ada'' uncle said

''oki, 3yal benna telephone etha 9ar shay nkalmk ow ta36ena 5bar'' 3ziiz said

''enshalla, yalla bel salama enshalla w 56akom elsou'' uncle said

''56ak el-lash'' me and 3ziiz said

Uncle Faisal left to his car and drove away to home, me and 3ziiz got in the car and I played a song on the iPod attached to the AUX Bruce Springsteen - You're Missing

We got home 3ziiz went and had a talk with the girls about moms condition while I did not want to talk to anyone went back to my room, got to my bathroom and I had a shower went back to my room dried up and then layed on my bed thinking about everything and whats would happen I fell asleep.

I woke up by knockings on my door they were so hard I thought the door was getting attacked,